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Ever wondered what it's like to start a podcast about all the things that roll around your head when you watch a movie?
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Got a passion for personal growth or just like to learn something new when you see an old film?
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Well, this episode's for you because you'll learn in the Phantom Porters podcast how it has evolved over the 50 episodes that we have been running.
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And today with your hosts, Aaron, which is me and Brash, we are celebrating the milestone with our beloved community.
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Thank you for joining us.
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Welcome everybody to the Phantom Portals Podcast, the podcast that explores how fandoms and film can help you learn and grow.
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As always, I'm your host, Aaron, a teacher and lifelong film fan.
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And each week on the podcast, we explore the stories that we love to learn more about ourselves and the world that shape us.
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Except for this episode, because we're actually just doing a celebration, a mailbag, some gratitudes and reflections, saying some things from our community on our socials as well.
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And I'm not doing it alone because as always I'm joined by Brash.
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Hello, Brash.
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How are you?
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I want to hide yourself.
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Mate, I'm going well, going well.
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And, you know, it wouldn't be the Fandom Porters podcast if we were not joined with our third unofficial co-host who's yet to say a thing on mic.
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It is Ace.
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He's uh he doesn't contribute a lot, but he definitely contributes to our comfort.
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So shout out to you, Ace.
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Thank you for joining us on our 50th episode, Mailbag.
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Uh guys, first and foremost, massive thank you to our community.
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Obviously, this is an episode that wouldn't be happening if it wasn't for you.
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We are pretty active on our threads and on our Instagram and also through our emails.
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And you guys are really welcoming and awesome community for us to talk movies all about.
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We often put things on our stories that you guys interact with.
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And all of the comments, community questions, and things like that today come from those social media responses.
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So we are a podcast that loves our community.
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We do talk about a lot of personal things in terms of growth and various different ways that we can learn from film.
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So it's really great to go on that journey with some people in a big community sort of fashion.
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So thank you so much, first and foremost.
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Secondly, Brash, I will admit that, and I've told you this before, but tanking compliments is not the thing that I am best at in this world.
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No, I'm very much the same.
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I mean, internally I like the compliments, but when they're given to me, I don't know how to react.
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Yes.
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I don't know what to say.
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Uh-huh.
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I can't.
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And it could be sibly as something instead of saying, oh, thank you.
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But for me, it's like what do they want?
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Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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Exactly.
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That's exactly it.
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So yeah, we are we are working on growth today in the form of accepting these compliments graciously from our community who has been very generous with them and answering these questions with the utmost honesty.
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So that's a little bit of a forewarning that we we love getting compliments, we really do, but it's a part of our personal growth that we're learning to accept them in a better way and to accept them graciously.
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So thank you.
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And that's not to say we're arrogant about it, it's more like I don't feel like I deserve that.
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But yes, it's it's been a big journey, Brash.
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It's been a big journey.
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50 episodes.
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Yes, 50 episodes.
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Hmm.
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That's like each hour of the podcast, or each episode is about an hour, so 50 hours.
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So that's like we would sit and talk for two days and a bit straight.
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If you were And then but then if we also take and count the times that we're we're not recording before and after thing, that's probably an extra hour or hour and a half on top of that.
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So yeah, yeah.
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And then also when we're watching the movies that we're researching for the actual episodes, we're back and forth on the on the text as well.
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And it's it's all you know, there's more to talk about when you like it and I don't, or vice versa, as opposed to if we both think it's cool and we both actually we also talk about it a lot if we both think the movie's absolute crap as well.
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So Yeah, we have a lot to say.
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No, if um if the movie is is well liked by both of us, then there's there's less communication.
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Sure, but it's pretty disputed just yeah, streamlined then.
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It's just like, yes, everything was great.
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I concur.
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Yeah.
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And that's how it goes.
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But yeah, so today we're gonna go through what 50 episodes means to us.
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We're gonna talk about the beginning of our podcasting journey.
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We're gonna talk about Brash coming on board as a guest star to start off with, and then he'd come back as like it's like those TV shows where you're on as a recurring role, and then after that, you're just part of the cast.
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I thought, who was who was one like that?
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I was gonna think Castell, but I think he was meant to be in the whole thing.
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No, no, I think you're absolutely right.
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He was supposed to season four, he was like a a featuring character, and then after that he was third build or something like that.
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He was very well like he was a new part of the team.
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Obviously, from Supernatural, we're talking about there, but yeah.
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Uh, we're gonna talk about the the fandom portals on a board, which you can find at Letterboxd, the links in the show notes below, and we're gonna talk about some of the movies we've reviewed previously, just recapping some of the ones that we think may have been wholly judged or things that may need to reconsider.
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And then we're gonna go through some of your audience questions, well wishes, and thanks before we jump into some future news for the podcast.
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But guys, I promise this on social media, I promise it on our Instagram because we have an announcement in terms of our podcast and our network, the Geek Freaks Network, we have a giveaway, and that giveaway is for some copies of the Smurfs on Blu-ray.
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Available at participating retailers rated PG from Paramount Pictures.
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So if you want to win a copy of that, all you have to do is go to our social media, follow us on Instagram at fandom portals, and share one of our posts to your story.
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That's it.
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That's all you gotta do, and you can go into the running for one of these movies of the Smurfs to be sent to your dwarf.
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Courtesy of the Geek Freaks Network.
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So thank you so much.
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Go ahead and get a free movie.
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Always all right, let's get into 50 episodes, Brash.
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50 episodes.
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50 episodes.
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I know, mate.
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50.
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So like for me, I obviously ran a podcast before this, the DD Valley and Odyssey podcast.
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And it was really easy to hit 50 episodes on that because literally every time we'd record, it would be like four or five sessions, four or five episodes per session of play.
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So you play 10 times and you get 50 episodes.
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But I think with this one's it's a little bit more intentional.
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And to can to think that you've watched and analyzed and looked at 50 movies is like it's it's a trip, really.
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But a lot of podcasts don't get to 50.
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A lot of podcasts don't get to 50 at all.
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So blessed.
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Feeling really good to get to this milestone.
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And it hasn't always been smooth sailing.
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It does take a lot of background work.
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Anyone that's listening that actually runs a podcast, you know what I'm talking about.
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There's a lot of background stuff that goes on.
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Uh but the fun part is what we're doing like right now.
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We're celebrating our successes.
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Recording is really the fun part.
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And so it's important that you do it on something that you love.
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And I feel like over the 50 episodes, the podcast has changed a little bit, actually a lot.
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And when we started, I obviously started by myself, and I was answering community questions about fandoms that they enjoyed.
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So I deep dive into those.
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But what I really wanted to do was find out how these fandoms help us learn and grow, but more so like why people attach themselves to them so much.
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And I found that through that, one fandom or one thing that I've attached myself to over my entire lifespan and learnt a lot of things from was film.
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So I kind of pivoted the focus from fandoms to film in that space because film is one of my favorite fandoms.
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And then that's sort of evolved onto how the podcast is today, where we look at a film and we talk about how it can help us help us all out.
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What do you what do you reckon about that, Brash?
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Yeah, I reckon the film film is uh sort of a good me because you you'll find like you could do a multitude of fandoms, but a lot of the fandoms, especially if they're big enough, always end up finding their way to movies.
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Oh, that's so true.
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So like yeah, like and like you have the like because one of your favorites movies is extended cut out of Lord of the Rings.
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Yep.
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Initially it was a book and then fancy movies.
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You got people who are Harry Potter fans books to movies.
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There's the unfortunate business of one of my favorite books going to a movie and it didn't not work.
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That happens more often than you think.
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Hey, there's there's a lot of bad adaptations, but but and even so, like you could look at even Lord of the Rings and you could still say, like, you I'm guessing you've probably read the books.
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Yeah, yeah.
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Which sounds bad.
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I probably should read them, but I haven't.
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But I'm sure that in the movies they miss a lot of stuff that was in the books.
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Oh yeah, they do and they they necessarily do, but I I feel like you can't use a good ad adaptation.
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I I was gonna say, like you're looking at like say, let's say these two like Lord of the Rings look at Lord of the Rings compared to say like Aragon.
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I find like you you'll find it like Lord of the Rings is what can happen when it's something's done well and it's probably up than the top echelon, and then Aragon's like what can happen like at its worst.
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And that's like you sort of your table and you'll you'll probably end up finding that a lot of the book to movie adaptations fall somewhere in that sort of scale.
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But and the same like games, some games can go to movies have going to movies as well, like Blood Rain and everything like that.
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Uh and so I think movies and even sort of TV shows in that vein too are good focal points for what like conveying sort of emotions for people in their certain fandoms.
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Yeah.
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Because everyone everyone like has their own sort ofness that they like to sit in.
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So some people like high fantasy, some like people like sci-fi, some people like horror, and that's sort of their comfort and where they go to when they need a I don't know, recover and just find themselves again.
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And especially in a lot of m and a lot of movies that uh you may not usually watch but watch might find a way to hit you right where it needs to hit you.
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And I think movies and TV shows can be like a perfect medium for that.
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Because it's not it's not like you have to read like a 50 uh thousand page book or something like that.
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It's just uh usually like an hour, hour and a half, and you can usually gain something from it.
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Yeah, I agree, and I think uh for me personally, I've always been drawn to movies.
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I have a rich history with film and movies, just like watching collecting with various different people in my life that I love and adore, and it's always an a good experience going to a movie or watching a movie with someone to chatting afterwards.
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Like that's just the best, best part of it.
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Going on to what you said about like the film adaptations towards books and and comic books and things like that, it's definitely something that's really busted up in our lifetimes, like especially from our teenage years onwards.
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It seems to be like everybody that grew up with that stuff and loved it grew up and was like, I want to make a movie about that thing that I loved when I was a kid.
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So I think that they've they've literally gone and remade those things.
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But for me, it's always been film because my atten like my attention is deviated between lots of different things all the time.
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So a movie gives me lots of things to look at, lots of things to think about while I'm engaging with this text.
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Uh at the point of like a book, for example.
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I don't know if you've ever experienced this, but I know that some people have in our community.
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When you're reading a book, as engaged as you are with it, you might read an entire page.
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And by the time you've gotten to the bottom of the page, sometimes my brain has wandered off to a point where I don't remember what I read.
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So I'll go up back and reread it.
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And that's a struggle I have with reading long texts, unless I'm super into it, like I was when I dove into The Lord of the Rings or I did that with The Witcher as well.
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And sometimes a movie will actually get me, if it's an adaptation, it'll get me to go back and actually try the book media that it was about, especially like comic books.
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My original sort of transition from that was like I went from comic books and then they obviously made the comic book movies, and I saw X-Men on the screen after reading a few X-Men comics, and I was like, this is absolutely amazing.
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Yeah.
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But yeah, I think it's just it movies in general, no matter what the genre, no matter what your comfort zone is.
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I was saying this to somebody the other day at my work.
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I said, because they were talking about how they don't like watching movies that make them cry.
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And I said, I never used to either, but I feel like the reason that people like movies so much, and the people reason that we make these movies, is because people want to experience and feel various different emotions.
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And when they're watching a movie, they're able to feel those strong emotions and watch these personal experiences without the risk of that happening to you or damaging you.
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And there's an there's an element of detachment where you can experience that and go through the full plethora of human emotion from the comfort of your couch or with a trusted friend.
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And that's just something that I feel like I wanted to capture with our podcast, the Phantom Portals podcast.
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So when I was doing it by myself and that was happening, there was always just something missing.
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And that's why I was like, I need to bring somebody else on here that I can just talk about and connect with and do that kind of thing.
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And that's where you came along.
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And it's it's worked out really well because you have shown me a whole nother side of movies that I never really thought that I could see because I was very much stuck in the same sort of cycle and pattern of movies that I would watch.
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It's very well documented on this podcast that I'm not a horror guy, but through this we have watched like various different thrillers, horrors.
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We haven't really dove into horror so much right now, but we've definitely touched on thriller and we've touched on like a little bit of sort of the weirder movies or left field movies, or maybe even some B category movies we've looked at before.
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But and I've got to experience and relive some of the movies that I love through like your lens, for example.
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We've recently talked about Forrest Gump, which is a movie that I absolutely adore and love.
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Hearing about it from somebody else and a and a friend is is great as well to hear what somebody else got from it.
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And that's what I wanted to capture with this podcast, but also like what it can what watching that movie can teach you about real life.
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Because I don't know about you, Brash, but I I sometimes feel guilty for the amount of TV that I consume.
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And I'm sure people listening would feel the same way.
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Because there's we're always harping on about screen time, aren't we?
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It's like get off the screen, get like screen time, screen time.
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So if I could find a way to make it sound like my screen time was productive, then that's exactly what I was gonna do.
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So if I wasn't doing this, I'd probably still watch the same out anyway.
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So at least this way I get to actually I don't know, it's yeah, it feels like I'm contributing to something from watching all that sort of stuff.
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Yeah, yeah.
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But um I also I also want to point out because you did make a good point about people not going to like feel like like oh, I don't like movies uh that make me cry.
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Yeah.
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Well for me it's horror, I don't want to watch it because it'll make me scared.
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It's the same thing.
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And I also think like I used to be like, oh, I don't want to watch anything like really sappy or anything like that because uh I Yeah but then uh but I do implore everyone that who's like that who's really like tough and doesn't want to cry or anything like that, or anything like just do it.
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Yeah, yeah.
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And cry.
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It you you'll understand once it's happened, and I don't know, it sort of gives like you sort of like it's like a shot of like um I don't know what's the word I'm looking for.
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Dopamine?
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Do you mean dopamine?
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Dopamine's like dopamine.
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Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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That's the motivation one.
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What's the what's the happy one?
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Isn't that isn't that dopamine?
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Isn't that happy?
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Isn't that the one the chocolate gives you?
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No, it's something else.
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What is it?
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Chocolate gives it it too, don't you?
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Cortisol threath.
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What is it?
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The happy one.
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It's the one when you talk about the happy chemical.
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Yeah, the happy chemical.
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It's sort of like it's not like that.
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Serotonin?
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Serotonin?
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I don't know.
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I don't know.
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Maybe not a doctor.
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You keep talking, I'll look it up.
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Don't take any medical advice from us.
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Yeah.
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Um, but yeah, it's it's sort of like a a shot of like just happiness and joy.
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And even like sad ones.
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Oxytocin.
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Oxytocin.
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Yeah.
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Um, and it's like sometimes it's a bit sad and everything, but like sometimes you just need that to get out of chest, and you feel a little bit lighter because it's 'cause like you're always holding on to that thing.
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And I used to think it was a badge of honor that like I'd never feel like I never cried or anything like that or bang or felt anything like I had fan members died and I didn't even shed a tear.
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And like I was like, gosh, it's because I'm it's just how I grew up and how I just I'm just fucking tough.
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And then I think um when my grandfather passed away and I lost it on that one, and then and then I don't know, it sort of just hit like a switch in me.
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And now watching mov some movies, I'll fully tear up and like afterwards I'll just feel like lighter, like like the stress has just been like lifted off of me.
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Yeah.
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That's just me personally, but I I think everyone should should let their emotion go a little bit more, especially and especially just in the quiet comfort.
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You could be by yourself just watching a movie, or you could be with your loved one where it was like watching a movie.
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And like just the vulnerable vulnerability, right?
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Like there.
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You don't yeah, it'd like to be at the movie theater and pouring your eyes out with 50 other people sitting around you.
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Just in the comfort of your own home, just some chocolate and let it go, you know?
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Yeah, but I I feel like movies are good for that man, and I definitely agree because when I was younger watching movies, I rarely cried during a movie.
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But since the birth of my children, I don't know what happened to me or whether it's just I'm just more sensitive.
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The switch flick.
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The switch flick and I will tear up in a lot of movies, especially if there's something to do with like parents being proud or kids doing something awesome, or like if there's there's just a really big moment of connection, or even like love stories and things like that.
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I get real sort of sappy about love stories, whereas I used to watch them be like kind of thing.